do u stop to think why is life like this?
the changes in me, you, life, everything?
am i able to overcome all these problems?
or should i run away from all, just like you?
no doubt i am stronger, but how strong am i?
how long can i exactly last, what are my limits?
i could lie to everything, but for how many times?
how long can i bear the pain you had exerted at me?
i know im damn emo right now, but who wants it la.
no nid to sms or call me, i off-ed my phone. i will show i can live without it, without you, without everything.
so dont waste your time trying to contact me or whatsoever.
i dont have the mood, and i dont have the patience. the only thing cheering me up is mahjong(:
which i cant find any kakis because you people are studying like mad, and i should also be studying like mad,
but i dont have the mind right now. i just wanna lie down on my bad and listen to those bursting music.
anyway, even if i could find kakis, i cant play either because my ma doesnt allow.
supposed to go long john slivers with zhiyu and co.
but, hai.. go home better la. wasnt in good condition either, fill myself with food for wat? i will only get fatter.
skipped lunch, and recess, but i ate curri pok at 6 and a bite of ruixi's vanilla bread in art class.
my stomach's not rumbling anyway. i dont feel like talking to anyone at the moment la,
so jorinda, if you see this, sorry but this is my 'busy-ness'. i dont have the mood seriously.
EOY is coming and the stress fever is up. my maths geog tests are lacking in results, but i cant really bother.
i might have much fun in school, but as soon as i am in the bus on the ride home, i prefer to be alone and just think straight.
tmr will be a short day, till 1240 only. i guess i will go home straight again.
we will be making sushi tmr, which cheers me up a little, but how much?
life's like that, gotta accept it no matter wat right? i will try to appear tmr as happy as i can, okay?
thanks for everything, sisters, best frens, everyone. and of cos, ryanlim(:
ur appearance will cheer me up totally immediately.
gotta go la. english hmwk havent start, art havent finish, science die, maths tests papers.
tink im gonna do? fat hope people.
trying not to be so emo, but hey, im just feeling sad and everything, not emo la.
bye la.
