todayy english exam loh. memorize formats only lo, then wat? compre was bahhh, difficult, but i had much time, basically most dunno how to do, but i tink can pass bah.
im not so much of a happy today. went home skipped lunch cos of big recess(:
and went tuition. sorry my maths is so poor now): ipromise i'll practice more.
had dinner hungrily :x and packed my entire room(: then he came. shittdammit.
dont talk about it pls. we're strangers already, only ruixi understands yeah(:
awman, things are getting screwed up.
exams are a blur, he's a stranger, desmond's smoking, god, everything suckssss!
i tried studying history but i cant feel anything, i cant get anything inside my throbbing head.
no choice, this is life, im numb to pain already, but it starts hurting again.
just chatted with louisa desmond keith and so so.
louisa, good luck to 'mr chan-ma-li-chan'(: you know who(:
desmond, i dont wanna talk to you anymore,
keith, thanks(:
its 12am now, and i dont feel like doing anything at the moment. goodbye.
we are so drifting away, we are like total strangers.
you avoided me, like what i did. i couldnt stand this, but i cant do anything.
this shouldnt be the outcome right? we were so close before, where i go you will follow, now you dont even look at me.
i couldnt bear to look at you again, not because i dont like you anymore.
we have not seen each other for so long, i had expected this in the first place,
but i still beared hope. i guess there is not even a glimpse of hope,
now, so lets turn around and pretend we have never met, shall we?
but i'll keep our photos forever, and the memories in my heart.
