given up for chem, maths, everything. im feeling so horrible right now. maths-> 27/50 i passed, so wat? good? no. chem-> 35/50 hmph. probably the last 5 in class. good? no. i could have done better for the two subjects. so many careless mistakes! damn bloody disappointed. saw - cried and i almost went into tears. lucky zhenxuan was there and shouted ''HI!'' it wasnt supposed to be funny, ironic maybe. cos yesterday he was saying he was shy to come say hi to me so.. hahahaa. yep, ironic. wahbiang, really no mood play mahjong liao lor. my sickening results. can really vomit blood liao. and like, chem was on the the not-so-difficult paper luh! and the rest how! when chem like this! i've nvr been good at chem. since sec 1, got chem topic can really die. why cant mr tien teach physics!! i WAS strong in physics. now i basically suck at everything. except for chinese? i got 79/100 :D probably my only A. so, i guess mr tien wanna meet my parents, as i didnt fill his standard, which is 40marks. so disappointing! ARGH!
it was worst than i thought. it wasnt fun at all. it wasnt happiness at all. where is my happy ending?
oh and and, melissa is going for cca on monday! can you believe that! hahahaha. but for ten mins only i tink. because my fren ps me got other partner le :( but for my cca points, i'll just attend, show my face and zao!
do i only have sisters and best frens i can really trust. i feel like i dont understand myself anymore, or you.
