Tuesday, 7 April 2009
i dont usually blog twice a day but #$%^&#$%#$%^
for "innocent" and "pure" ppl like sally and tengda, DONT CONTINUE
or maybe i shld just censor it [:
#$%& hell cried. do i emo everyday?
no i dont, i DONT. at least, i try not to.
sorry to those like joey,ruixi.etc. who have to withstand my emo-ness
secrets leak out when im emotionally unstable. -.-v
secrets = my secrets.
sometimes i wonder, it is becos i am 大姐?
or waad? sighs. why tell me so many secrets?!
u ppl tink, ohh secrets, i wan know! tell me!
yeah rite. then it wouldnt be a secret anymore.
not only that, wat would the person who told me the secret feels?
she/he would tink, i cant be trusted and all sorts of stuff.
i know you ppl feel left out, im really really sorry
but sometimes, ignorance is a bliss.
u ppl are frustrated why for example, zhiyu and i dont let u ppl know secrets.
i can hear yl complaining (in a joking way), ruixi~
im really really really sorry, but i cant do anything abt it.
i hate lying to everyone ( almost ). but wat could i do?
crying myself to sleep DOESNT work, DOESNT chase problems away.
i nid to trust someone, soon.
before i break down.
i hope i dont emo so much.
i love you all people.
ruixi zhiyu jasmine yanling jorinda joey krystle joy bernice sally desmond alicia yiyee angie~
and all the people i am hurting right now, pls accept my deepest apologies.
happy birthday to ANG TENGDA [:
thanks for pei-ing me at pasar malam [:
happy birthday to LIM ZHIYU [: ( in 10mins :D )
thanks for everything. i love you alot. XD
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