Thursday, 7 May 2009
i went mad yst. yep, mad monkey on the loose. lol.
just cause i solved a superhard maths log equation.
i've nvr done it before, lol. i wonder how did i pass my tests and commontest? lol.
so i was muahaha-ing to everyone =.=
its not because i solved 1 pathetic equation that's why i'm so happy.
its the feeling of accomplishing something that i had never done before.
this feeling was great [:
but after trying out the other questions.. sian diao =.=
its was freaking hard. lol.
todayy.
woo, barcelona beat chelsea to go to the finals. hmm, manu vs barcelona in rome. cool.
was feeling really tired and stressed up.
today was horrible? for the starting only lah..
esp PE. tamade. must eat breakfast liao. can die man.
reach canteen de shi hou cant see anything sia =.=
vision blurred, mind blanked, i thot i was going to faint.
lucky ruixi holding me, if not i really faint liao ==
tsktsk, i became so weak, this is not good! ><
anyway, a miracle i walked back to class ( in a drunken state, cos half of my vision is totally white -.- )
had mr tien taking over chinese period, a revision, so no nid stay back after school.
recessed with sisters, was super hungry! lol.
english first period do maths [: and gave up. -.-
i went to sleep instead (: and shijie came woke me up
went to join the guys for chitchat, they entertained me hehes [:
gideon everytime suan me one =.=
ohoh and jinda and changrui was having a see-who-laugh-first game.
its lame but its super funny. krystle must be so sad, cr lost. hahaahas
thenthen i went to do maths, and was quiet.. but not for long
cos gid and shijie keep disturbing me =.=
in the end gave up, just continued having fun till sku end still donknow =.=
funny! (: shijie's paper kena ruined by us, muahahaha. :D
then home-d with joy and cl.
i got ulcer ): my teeth hurts alot too ):
i found a taylor swift fan yestersay, lim sihui, hahahas
she's mad about her, but cant be more mad than me! lol.
im the ultimate miley cyrus fan :D
im stressing out for mye, studying like crazy but nothing goes in.
siao liao, next week jiu mye liao, can go mad liao!
not 1 subject gao ding sia, mad liao, diediedie!
so stressed up. yst afternoon listen to emo songs really can cry lahh..
gideon keep saying my xingfu is so near, yet i feels its so far.
its in indonesia. jakarta, in an unknown kampong.
my 5yrs of best friend is back to her own house and family
and im never going to see her again. never. never.
i dont bother to make these posts sound happy anymore.
i'm tired, real tired.
i wana see you again, please.
i'm breaking down.
too many problems, too many secrets, too much to handle.
on the verge of breaking down, going mad.
i miss you, will i ever see you again?
i have many good friends, but having all of them is not compared to you alone.
sisters are a help, new classmates are nice
but without you.. it makes me feel really lonely.
i remember people used to say we two are like sisters, always together.
sometimes i wish you're really my own blood and skin sister.
i just miss you so much. no one can understand how close we were.
3:56 pm
